And soon I shall vanish from the Internet again, I assume. One is required to live a "normal" life that involves sleeping by night, and being available to do odd chores by day.

Ah, fuck it. I will stay up all night and sleep all day and make myself generally useless to my parents if I Goddamn well please. If they don't like it, they should have thrown me out when I turned 18 ;-P

Here is a random post locked so that only friends may see it. I would demonstrate a private post, but then you will never see it, will you? ;-þ

I am a true degenerate sicko ;P

When I am in one of my moods, I am really annoyed by people who cannot tolerate abnormal behavior. Why can't we all just get along?

Yes. That's the ticket. Total desensitivity training at age 5. Or sooner. The sooner, the better. Soon we may all look on at even the most heinous acts with a totally indifferent attitude.

How successful was I? Let me tell you, I was unfazed by the events of Sep 11th, and I almost cringe at the endless deluge of celebrity Red Cross advertisements. I have seen enough. What has happened, happened. You cannot tell me that Red Cross is still pulling survivors from last month's wreckage and are in need of blood. I can understand if they need to restock in the aftermath, but they seem to be carrying it a bit far in my opinion.

Not to mention every Joe and his dog is now selling American flags in all forms, which the patriotic population is just eating up.

Watch as the WTC twin towers are removed from all forms of media, previously published as well as new media. Does it do the memory justice to strike them from the record, or does it serve to manipulate the general public? Perhaps it is simply better to forget all that happened. Let us ban this terror from the record and forget it ever happened. Otherwise the records may serve to desensitize the future generations. After enough of this, we will be able to forget that this happened because our airports were protected by Rent-a-Cops who are paid less than the cafeteria staff.

yippie fuck, I get to go to a fucking group workshop shit at the local county mental health care facility, aren't I a lucky SOB…

Yeah, people think I need help just because I'm 19 and would rather sit on my ass in front of my computer all day instead of tearing off of it for 8 hours a day to become a fricking automaton. Just because I need the money does not mean I will work for it. Oh, and the fact that I never go out to … do who the fuck knows with who goddamn knows who … perhaps I should go outside and find the nearest street gang and spend a few hours a day leaning against a wall and looking menacing, or swearing pointlessly, or perhaps smoking a bowl. Yay. Then at least I'd be "socializing" with my "peers."

WhiteShadow47 (6:57:47 PM): wow u r on a lot
WhiteShadow47 (6:57:59 PM): do u play online games?
WhiteShadow47 (6:59:11 PM): whatever
WhiteShadow47 signed off at 6:59:16 PM.

Yes, I do play online games. And yes, I try to keep my messenger clients logged in whenever my machine is on, which is usually 24/7. That does not mean that I am awake 24/7. I will keep this one off ignore for the time being, as he is little more than a minor annoyance.

Happy Birthday.

This is your birthday.

A happy day, to you whose day of birth this is.

Happy Birthday.

You can do anything on this special day. The only limit is yourself.

The unimaginable is possible, on your birthday.

The unattainable is unknown, on your birthday.

This is your birthday.

Enjoy XD